Peace

Peace....for the moment

.............29 years old...a whole life in front of her...yet she is dead...working hard for the money...exchanging her life for the riches the world has to offer. Appreciated? Non....Cared for?...Nope....Valued?....Nien... "Its a business transaction. You give your life and in exchange they give you money...." For her, it literally came true.

Never. I will never exchange my life for something as insignificant as that. The material goods in life can never take the place of the experiences that life has to offer. Sadness...sadness that the country, in its drive to succeed, a money whore so to speak, survival of its people they say..HAS LOST ITS SOUL...

Let me out of this prison, a prison for the mind, the spirit, and a prison of life.

Conversations

Conversations

Its funny how conversations can skew to a certain direction and lead you to a conclusion which you never expect. People express their inner most feelings and thoughts through words and I guess the conversations are the result of it all. I had one such conversation yesterday. It started to be an appraisal of sorts about me.....it ended with me without a relationship with the person I love anymore. I guess its for the best.....deep in me I know its for the best.....I do feel sad, alone, but I can't say that I've never felt this way before even when I was in a relationship. I guess I'M DONE. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.....Throw me the bottle and the cigarettes coz I need to go through a path of self-destruction...DRINKS ON ME ANYONE....2007. Its gonna be a fucked up year.