Whirlwind

The happy ending that I wished for out of my whirlwind romance looks to be deteriorating fast. It was inevitable I guess. She had never totally commit to the idea of us thus any stumbling block in our path becomes a step too far to take in our relationship. The weird thing is, I'm ok with it. I think its time to stop playing games. I think I've given her all I've got - "Hello girl, this is me" - like me for who I am or don't even bother. I've gotten too old to change (plus the fact that I like what I've become). I'm sick and tired of explaining my actions while she sits high on a pedestal of management stature. Its amazing to see how some forget that they are humans who make mistakes as well. Look in the mirror I'd say. Sigh....Its a feeling of resignation, resignation to things that will become.